{"id":9935,"date":"2018-05-07T11:49:18","date_gmt":"2018-05-07T15:49:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/?p=9935"},"modified":"2018-05-07T11:49:18","modified_gmt":"2018-05-07T15:49:18","slug":"heidi-robbins-21-fitting-the-pieces-together","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/2018\/heidi-robbins-21-fitting-the-pieces-together\/","title":{"rendered":"Heidi Robbins \u201921: Fitting the Pieces Together"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>For many, the journey to medicine is circuitous\u2014pursuing what you love can lead to an unexpected experience that changes the direction of your life.<\/p>\n<p>Such was the fate of first-year Geisel School of Medicine student Heidi Robbins.<\/p>\n<p>Grounded in the humanities, Robbins pursued her love of art history and language in her first year of college where an early fascination with African art and culture and led her to begin studying Swahili\u2014her goal was to spend the summer in Dar Salaam, Tanzania to further learn the language.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_9940\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-9940\" style=\"width: 325px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"wp-image-9940\" src=\"https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/RobbinsAfrica-240x360.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"325\" height=\"488\" srcset=\"https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/RobbinsAfrica-240x360.jpg 240w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/RobbinsAfrica-87x130.jpg 87w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/RobbinsAfrica-37x55.jpg 37w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/RobbinsAfrica.jpg 480w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 325px) 100vw, 325px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-9940\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Heidi Robbins \u201921, in Dar Salaam, Tanzania during her first year at Princeton University.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>But summer in Dar Salaam shifted her course.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTanzania had a powerful effect on me because I confronted my own ignorance about a part of our world\u2014no previous experiences in childhood or in my education had prepared me to witness such unmet need in a population,\u201d Robbins says. \u201cIt threw me into high gear; I went back to my second year with a stronger sense of purpose.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She enrolled in Princeton\u2019s global health program to help her understand what she had seen and to acquire the skills she needed to no longer be a self-described \u201cignorant bystander.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cMy experience in Dar Salaam, and the journey I was starting with global health, fed my desire to delve further into science, but behind it all was a need to understand the big picture\u2014to understand the roots of disease in communities,\u201d she says. \u201cGlobal health brings together anthropology, history, and economics to figure out how all of the pieces fit together. It\u2019s not unlike analyzing a painting.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Robbins returned to Africa during her sophomore and junior summers\u2014in Sierra Leone as a volunteer working with patients in the same community that would later be struck with the Ebola virus, and in Samburu County in northern Kenya to study a herpes virus causing significant numbers of hemorrhagic deaths among juvenile Asian elephants.<\/p>\n<p>One morning in Kenya, Robbins awoke to gunshots. A recent drought had left villagers with scarce resources and two local tribes were embroiled in a retaliation over stolen cattle\u2014firing at people randomly, the Samburu were attacking a nearby Turkana village.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cFleeing villagers were streaming across the river with their belongings on their backs\u2014goats, babies, anything they could carry\u2014into our camp,\u201d she recalls. \u201cThis was the first time I really had a chance to see how global pathways of aid would fail to provide for or protect these villagers who were now stranded. I remember a troubling sense of disillusionment.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>When Robbins headed home three weeks later the 40 or so villagers remained living in the camp.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI had my ticket back to the U.S. and to my senior year at Princeton, and it was something I grappled with,\u201d she says. \u201cI had gone to Kenya for the elephants, and they taught me a lot, but really they brought me to a place and people that taught me even more about how I wanted to contribute.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Robbins viewed her collective experiences as pieces of a puzzle\u2014breaking them apart to analyze how they fit together and where she fit in. By the time she graduated, she knew medical school was in her future.<\/p>\n<p>A walk-on rower in college, Robbins could have not imagined she would earn an NCAA title and Ivy titles with her teammates\u2014and an invitation to train on the US National Team following graduation meant that a career in medicine would be postponed.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cAt the time, it was a hard decision for me to make. I had these goals of returning to East Africa, of acquiring skills with which I could make an impact in peoples\u2019 lives,\u201d she says, \u201cbut I wondered, if my pursuit of elite athletics could provide the outlet for the meaningful service I was looking for.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>She decided to find out.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-9936\" src=\"https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"1680\" height=\"640\" srcset=\"https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc.jpg 1680w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-230x88.jpg 230w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-640x244.jpg 640w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-144x55.jpg 144w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-1600x610.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-800x305.jpg 800w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-580x221.jpg 580w, https:\/\/geiselmed.dartmouth.edu\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/2\/2018\/05\/Hidi-Robbins2-nc-840x320.jpg 840w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1680px) 100vw, 1680px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>For the next four years training defined her life, and the effort paid off\u2014boats she was a part of set a new World Best Time in 2013, defended World Championship titles in 2014 and 2015, and earned Olympic qualification. It was an exciting time, but she fell short of her goal. Sustained injuries prevented her from qualifying during the final selection for the 2016 Summer Olympics.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf you are an athlete training for the Olympics, you are committed to that dream. For me it began with a sport I loved and a team I loved, and eventually that Olympic dream did come into focus. But in the end, my back didn\u2019t hold up,\u201d she says. \u201cAlthough your head is down and you\u2019re just trying to get a little faster every day, you must look up and take stock of that goal. So, yes, the timing of the injuries was heartbreaking.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOn a practical level, my experiences dealing with injury, chronic pain, and lumbar surgery, gave me perspective on navigating healthcare systems in general along with a valuable patient\u2019s perspective\u2014and these layered experiences will help me as I go through my medical training.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Nearing the end of her first year of medical school, Robbins says she is grateful for her rowing journey and the lessons she learned because the led her to a greater appreciation for the importance of empathy in medicine.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI experienced a lot of growth and heartache during that time\u2014ultimately, the experience gave me clarity about the empathy that I want to see in our field of medicine and that I hope to continue to develop and share with others as a future physician.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A love of language led rower Heidi Robbins &#8217;21 to Tanzania to study Swahili, an experience that turned her attention to global health\u2014subsequent trips to Sierra Leone and Kenya pointed her to medical school. 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