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Scrubs: David Wilfred (a 4th year MUHAS student) and I delightfully wearing matching outfits in the OB clinic.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

I leave with immense gratitude\u2026<\/em><\/strong><\/h2>\n

by,
\n<\/strong>Carly Ratekin, MED\u201825
\n<\/strong>James Strickler Clinical Elective in Global Health Reflection
\n<\/strong>Dar es Salaam, Tanzania<\/strong><\/p>\n

All photos provided by Carly Ratekin, MED\u201825<\/em><\/p>\n

After six weeks in Dar es Salaam, Tanzania, it\u2019s hard to put into words just how much this global health rotation has shaped me\u2014both personally and professionally. I came to Muhimbili National Hospital (MNH) eager to see how care is delivered in a large urban referral center, having previously only worked in smaller, rural settings. What I found was not just a complex and vibrant health system, but a deeply personal journey of growth, learning, and connection.<\/p>\n

From my very first week at MNH, I was struck by the acuity of the cases we were seeing\u2014molar pregnancies, omphaloceles, eclamptic seizures. It became immediately clear that patients were traveling long distances and passing through multiple facilities to reach MNH, the pinnacle of care in the Tanzanian system. Providers here are deeply proud of their work, and rightly so: they are caring for the country\u2019s most complex and critically ill patients. Diagnoses were made with striking reliance on physical exam and clinical reasoning, often with minimal lab or imaging support. It pushed me to revisit core clinical skills and reframe how I think about diagnostic certainty.<\/p>\n

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Lecture: I attended weekly grand round style lectures during my OB\/Gyn rotation which helped me understand local epidemiology and treatment guidelines<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Clinically, I had the opportunity to rotate through the OB\/Gyn and emergency departments\u2014two high-acuity environments that gave me a broader perspective on care delivery in a national referral-level hospital. In the operating theatre, I had the chance to assist in obstetric surgeries and work alongside residents and attendings. While the environment was quite different from what I\u2019m used to in the U.S., it offered an invaluable perspective on training systems, supervision models, and the sustainability of resources.\u00a0Later, I saw a broad range of emergent conditions in the emergency department while working with attending physicians, registrars (similar to APPs), residents, and students. Despite the presence of advanced monitors and ultrasound machines, many tools were intermittently functional or in short supply. This highlighted the importance of locally made equipment with staff trained to service broken items--a piece of global health delivery that is often forgotten. In both clinical settings, I developed a deeper appreciation for clinical problem-solving, team collaboration, and the importance of being present and prepared regardless of the tools at hand.<\/p>\n

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Dinner: Clara Fredy, David Wilfred, and Brendan Shayo (all 4th year MUHAS students, Clara and Brendan visited Dartmouth in 2024 as part of the exchange program) took Paulita and me (both visiting Dartmouth students) out to an amazing dinner in Dar and taught us about local cuisine!<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

One of the most profound and challenging moments of my time in Tanzania was witnessing the death of a young mother. The emotional impact stayed with me, not only as grief but as a deep and lingering reflection on how we talk about difficult experiences in global health. As I considered whether and how to share this story, I grappled with the responsibility of representation. How do I honor the gravity of a tragedy without reducing Tanzania to its hardships? How can I speak truthfully about pain while still conveying the richness, beauty, and complexity of the place and people I\u2019ve come to know? These are questions I continue to sit with\u2014questions that underscore the importance of approaching global health storytelling with both honesty and humility.<\/p>\n

Outside the hospital, life in Dar es Salaam was full of everyday adventures that made the experience even more memorable. From figuring out how to pay for electricity to sampling unfamiliar fruits along roadside stalls, each small moment was a lesson in adaptation and discovery. Our Swahili classes turned out to be one of the most rewarding parts of the trip, helping us engage more meaningfully with patients and connect more deeply with the broader community. On weekends, I explored Tanzania with other international medical students\u2014hiking through the Uluguru Mountains, relaxing on the beaches of Zanzibar, and spotting wildlife in Mikumi National Park. I ended my time in Tanzania by summiting Mount Kilimanjaro, an experience that was physically demanding yet spiritually grounding\u2014a perfect culmination of a journey marked by reflection, growth, and joy.<\/p>\n

As I look back on my time in Tanzania, what stands out most is the people: the physicians who pushed me to deepen my clinical knowledge, the students who welcomed me with open arms, and the community members who patiently tolerated my broken Swahili. Some of my most impactful moments came from conversations and camaraderie with Tanzanian medical students. Their kindness, patience, and generosity in helping us acclimate meant more than I can express. From orienting us on the wards to joining us for weekend outings and meals, they turned what could have been a daunting experience into one filled with friendship and shared purpose. I sincerely look forward to lifelong friendships with them.<\/p>\n

I leave with immense gratitude - for the learning, the challenges, the conversations, and the unexpected moments of joy. Global health is not just about seeing new diseases or different resource settings\u2014it\u2019s about building relationships, reflecting deeply, and letting those experiences change how you think, practice, and live.<\/span><\/p>\n